damn damn damn

so,

   tomorrow it's monday. well it still feels like saturday but i'm writing this at 1am so it's actually sunday today. anyway. monday. means going back to school after a satisfying holiday for one week. but i don't want to go back. really not. i wish i could just have the school holiday straight away.

   the main reason why i really really don't want to go back is because soon we will have our score announced. and i don't want to know. i don't want the whole class to know. because i know i'm going to fail 2 subjects, math and p.e. both of that subjects could burn in hell for all i care.

   i strangely got in the 'olympic' class where all the smart students are. the thing is, i'm not smart. i'm definitely the most dumb in the class. and in this exam, we're not supposed to fail any yet i fail 2 subjects. i bet i'm the only one. the others won't fail any, and i don't want to hold the burden of being the only one in the class that fail something.

   i wish i could just dissapeaaaaaaaaaaaar.